Something I've been missing lately is struggling with folks who are equally committed and equally struggling. I mean, it doesn't feel great to be in that position exactly but it builds trust and a history.

I think I'm getting reluctant to struggle much at all lately because the other party doesn't stick around so it's sort of wasted effort. And tbh I'm good in those sort of very difficult situations and I miss that sense of coming through things together. Well, not having done it in awhile I do.