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greenstorm) wrote2003-10-15 03:39 pm
greenstorm) wrote2003-10-15 03:39 pm
Progress
I'm getting stuff done, if on average about half as quickly as I might like to. This goes for relationship stuff, work stuff, and moving-in stuff. *sigh*
I don't know if I'm being suckily lazy or just overestimating my ability, or both.
I hate outstanding relationship issues. They make me paranoid, and if they're left outstanding for any length of time I start to think of them as insoluble, can't see any way past them, and start to think about trashing the relationship. I don't have much trust/optimism that stuff will ever be discussed, if it isn't discussed quickly -- and forget about solved. *sigh*
OTOH, my relationships with TOW and the SO are going fairly well right now. The SO's back on dayshift and so we can do things like talk before bed and cuddle up to sleep together -- it's really, really nice. And I've got a fairly good balance of stuff going on in my relationship with TOW -- talking, doing stuff together, time apart -- though I think I need to get some more just 'fun' stuff in there, when we're not busy moving or scrubbing cupboards.
Well, I guess that's the case in most of my relationships right now. :P I'm definitely burning out on processing, and there's gonna be a session tonight. Bah.
I think that's about it, for now. More another time, like this weekend or something.
Be well.
I don't know if I'm being suckily lazy or just overestimating my ability, or both.
I hate outstanding relationship issues. They make me paranoid, and if they're left outstanding for any length of time I start to think of them as insoluble, can't see any way past them, and start to think about trashing the relationship. I don't have much trust/optimism that stuff will ever be discussed, if it isn't discussed quickly -- and forget about solved. *sigh*
OTOH, my relationships with TOW and the SO are going fairly well right now. The SO's back on dayshift and so we can do things like talk before bed and cuddle up to sleep together -- it's really, really nice. And I've got a fairly good balance of stuff going on in my relationship with TOW -- talking, doing stuff together, time apart -- though I think I need to get some more just 'fun' stuff in there, when we're not busy moving or scrubbing cupboards.
Well, I guess that's the case in most of my relationships right now. :P I'm definitely burning out on processing, and there's gonna be a session tonight. Bah.
I think that's about it, for now. More another time, like this weekend or something.
Be well.