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greenstorm) wrote2020-11-18 03:35 pm
greenstorm) wrote2020-11-18 03:35 pm
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Repetition
Chosen therapist today. I mean, I'm done with the work one, and I haven't started with the money one, so.
It's really good.
The theme of community comes up again and again. Having a poly therapist means I can say "I can't imagine ever meeting anyone who could see or understand all of me, maybe that's why I need so much community around me so different folks can see my different aspects" and then add "that's so poly of me" and get a response that's thought-provoking and validating all at once.
I told her that I thought university damaged me longer-term than I expected. I've not wanted to admit that was true, but I think it is. I've lost some of my skill at interacting with folks. Maybe it's partly because I've lost my love of people. Sort of.
I used this as accountability to finally book the financial therapist appointment.
Maybe next time I'll talk about gender.
It's really good.
The theme of community comes up again and again. Having a poly therapist means I can say "I can't imagine ever meeting anyone who could see or understand all of me, maybe that's why I need so much community around me so different folks can see my different aspects" and then add "that's so poly of me" and get a response that's thought-provoking and validating all at once.
I told her that I thought university damaged me longer-term than I expected. I've not wanted to admit that was true, but I think it is. I've lost some of my skill at interacting with folks. Maybe it's partly because I've lost my love of people. Sort of.
I used this as accountability to finally book the financial therapist appointment.
Maybe next time I'll talk about gender.