w00t!

[greenstorm]

I think I might not be sick anymore. I want to do something to celebrate. Half-thoughts of a random trip to Vancouver Island. Maybe I should just luxuriate. Mmmrrrr. Breathing! Almost no muscle soreness! Headache gone! No cough! Pain in throat vanished! Yayyayyayyay!

I also got to poke enormous needles into Tillie last night. The texture of sharp-through-flesh is still lingering on my fingers. It was the first play piercing I've ever done.

I'll be a piercing bottom soon for a photoshoot with feathered needles.

I want to talk to Bevan, dammit. I think he's the only person with whom I can properly discuss my reaction to some of this stuff. There is a particular shape that some people's (all people's?) mouths get when they're in sharp pain, but happy-- desired pain. Does anyone know that shape?

Ahwell.

Stuff going on. Thinking it through. There will be a post sometime. I'm happy and in good places any way you look at it though.

Comments

[bthomasac.livejournal.com]

Well, I'm rather weirded out by being the one person you can talk to about poking people with enormous needles. But ah well. Whatever works for you.

[greenstorm.livejournal.com]

Not so much about it in general, but more "how I feel about my responses to liking to cause pain, especially bloody flesh-tearing pain."