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greenstorm) wrote2019-01-28 09:49 am
greenstorm) wrote2019-01-28 09:49 am
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Motion
I am so glad to have my property, my home. The rest of my life has started moving again, as usual, and I enjoy and need having that stability to root into: plan for the spring, plan for the future, plant trees and shape the landscape.
It seems likely that spending more than 4 or 5 days in Vancouver is just going to make me sick, full stop. There's too much pot and other scent in public spaces, and honestly likely in many private homes. I guess that's something I can write off my list of activities.
On the other hand I may be able to be convinced that community can be worthwhile and I have a better sense of how I need to use my time. There are people who love, understand, and support me out there. Interacting with them one-on-one or in small groups is lovely and good for my soul. The internet seems to break rather than build community for me, and my attempts to spend less time on it have had really good results.
There's also a potential career opportunity coming up in the fall/winter. Nothing solid yet, but it could be good; work better suited to me and the ability to keep living in the same place.
Also lots of movement and big decisions for partners, and of course that always trickles down.
It feels like spring again, snowmelt starting to gather momentum. It's an important time to steer.
It seems likely that spending more than 4 or 5 days in Vancouver is just going to make me sick, full stop. There's too much pot and other scent in public spaces, and honestly likely in many private homes. I guess that's something I can write off my list of activities.
On the other hand I may be able to be convinced that community can be worthwhile and I have a better sense of how I need to use my time. There are people who love, understand, and support me out there. Interacting with them one-on-one or in small groups is lovely and good for my soul. The internet seems to break rather than build community for me, and my attempts to spend less time on it have had really good results.
There's also a potential career opportunity coming up in the fall/winter. Nothing solid yet, but it could be good; work better suited to me and the ability to keep living in the same place.
Also lots of movement and big decisions for partners, and of course that always trickles down.
It feels like spring again, snowmelt starting to gather momentum. It's an important time to steer.