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greenstorm) wrote2021-03-15 12:43 pm
greenstorm) wrote2021-03-15 12:43 pm
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My heart is wide open today.
I love everything, I can feel myself fully, and everything hurts.
These things always go together for me. I understand maybe they don't for most other folks.
I looked at a job posting on Haida Gwaii. I want to live in those places, in the edges of people where humans don't live in such overwhelming force that this flawed dominion is normalized.
I feel this in sharp contrast to the offer I have open to move back down to the coast in community, to give up my current career and to give up living near places that are not so traumatized by constant human traffic that they can still shyly and proudly greet me with displays of moss and small stones and trickles of water instead of only the constantly pounded compacted earth.
Everyone I know wants to move in closer to more people. Everyone.
I love everything, I can feel myself fully, and everything hurts.
These things always go together for me. I understand maybe they don't for most other folks.
I looked at a job posting on Haida Gwaii. I want to live in those places, in the edges of people where humans don't live in such overwhelming force that this flawed dominion is normalized.
I feel this in sharp contrast to the offer I have open to move back down to the coast in community, to give up my current career and to give up living near places that are not so traumatized by constant human traffic that they can still shyly and proudly greet me with displays of moss and small stones and trickles of water instead of only the constantly pounded compacted earth.
Everyone I know wants to move in closer to more people. Everyone.