i am trying so hard to trust the process, trust that everything is happening in perfect timing. i kind of want it to be now. but it isn't now, so we have to plan it well and we have time to plan it well.
we're going out to Tara's for a week in December, to dig into these conversations in person & as a group. and re-center ourselves on the land and feel it in a different season. that'll be good.
the land there got under my skin, got into me. some particular trees. the old oak i stepped inside and stood in and listened to for a timeless while. bathtub springs & golden hillsides. i've always loved coastal California, as a guest. now i feel drawn to it as a denizen and steward. and i want the freedom & space, very definitely. but also definitely the land.
of course you are sad about Cor Viriditas. it was a very good very big dream that blossomed and fell very quickly. and that beautiful land, the heart.
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Date: 2022-07-05 06:59 pm (UTC)we're going out to Tara's for a week in December, to dig into these conversations in person & as a group. and re-center ourselves on the land and feel it in a different season. that'll be good.
the land there got under my skin, got into me. some particular trees. the old oak i stepped inside and stood in and listened to for a timeless while. bathtub springs & golden hillsides. i've always loved coastal California, as a guest. now i feel drawn to it as a denizen and steward. and i want the freedom & space, very definitely. but also definitely the land.
of course you are sad about Cor Viriditas. it was a very good very big dream that blossomed and fell very quickly. and that beautiful land, the heart.