I mean, you've enjoyed that in the past but when we spent time together you also had an enormous set of what you thought was going on inside me in your head, which you never consulted with me about, so I have no idea how much of actual-me you think is great, and how much is the creative act that happens within a reader who consumes media.
From what I know of you, you're pretty buried in anguish, though. I mean, most of what I have is your journal posts and you trying to help/check up on me, which-- it's what we are, but it's rarely to never conversation beyond catching up on the basics.
I think you could see me better now, if we talked, but I'm probably clouded by your last decade of journal entries to be able to see you. It would take time to break that down.
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Date: 2023-01-16 07:03 am (UTC)From what I know of you, you're pretty buried in anguish, though. I mean, most of what I have is your journal posts and you trying to help/check up on me, which-- it's what we are, but it's rarely to never conversation beyond catching up on the basics.
I think you could see me better now, if we talked, but I'm probably clouded by your last decade of journal entries to be able to see you. It would take time to break that down.