Body/Fields
Jun. 19th, 2023 10:17 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
greenstormSo it seems like if I'm not in bed 12-14 hours a day, my pain gets worse. If I am in bed more than 12 hours, my pain gets better. I basically slept all weekend (freezer lasagne, soylent, chores, and planted 14 tomatoes into pots is pretty much all that happened) and my pain is substantially reduced. Then last night it was more like 7 hours and I hurt more than I did yesterday. So I guess the pain was the result of pushing through. Bah.
I've gone off the birth control pill, had a little bit of a bleed, and now I'm staying off it, so I'm only on the sertraline now. My emotions are wobblier but I am having fewer vision etc issues so far. Pretty sure I need to lose these ovaries.
Ended up with something hundred western larch trees, some of the northernmost redcedar, a little ponderosa pine and some western white pine as extras/trash from work. Can't really bring myself to kill them all. So I have something like 500 - 600 trees this year to plant. Some of the larches are being distributed, but I think they'd be great to replace my aspens -- deciduous trees are so good for shading/sunning habitable areas in the appropriate season. I'm thinking a mix of aspens and apples along the south where the aspens came out. I'm starting to think of my work as adorning Threshold, as a way to make her beautiful. Larch and apple in the fall would be beautiful, and they might help compete with the aspens which I'll be cutting back suckers from for the next ten years.
I've gone off the birth control pill, had a little bit of a bleed, and now I'm staying off it, so I'm only on the sertraline now. My emotions are wobblier but I am having fewer vision etc issues so far. Pretty sure I need to lose these ovaries.
Ended up with something hundred western larch trees, some of the northernmost redcedar, a little ponderosa pine and some western white pine as extras/trash from work. Can't really bring myself to kill them all. So I have something like 500 - 600 trees this year to plant. Some of the larches are being distributed, but I think they'd be great to replace my aspens -- deciduous trees are so good for shading/sunning habitable areas in the appropriate season. I'm thinking a mix of aspens and apples along the south where the aspens came out. I'm starting to think of my work as adorning Threshold, as a way to make her beautiful. Larch and apple in the fall would be beautiful, and they might help compete with the aspens which I'll be cutting back suckers from for the next ten years.
