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greenstormBeen hunting me down a counsellor. I have a couple of recommendations. This has been going on a little too long.
Using the impetus from the first blood day to actually book things.
The problem?
"I'm feeling pretty ambivalent about some (maybe all) of the major things in my life and I'm trying to decide how to make good decisions about them. Right now I just waffle in my head and go with the path of least resistance in everything I do; I know that as a human I do best rising to challenges, but I'm afraid to challenge the wrong things and yet can't let things lie. I need to figure out how to do good reality checks, how to decide what's okay to leave included in my life and what to get rid of and what to go stretch to add.
But I don't know where to start.
I'm innately and irrevocably poly, something that's taken me my entire romantic life and a lot of heartbreak to finally accept, and I'm finding it hard to shoulder that in a number of ways. I have a couple of other identities, particularly nudist and sex-positive and geek and feminist, that sometimes leave me feeling like only me against the world, or like a grotesque oddity. I'm torn between making money and doing something I love and knowing I can't change the world anyhow."
Using the impetus from the first blood day to actually book things.
The problem?
"I'm feeling pretty ambivalent about some (maybe all) of the major things in my life and I'm trying to decide how to make good decisions about them. Right now I just waffle in my head and go with the path of least resistance in everything I do; I know that as a human I do best rising to challenges, but I'm afraid to challenge the wrong things and yet can't let things lie. I need to figure out how to do good reality checks, how to decide what's okay to leave included in my life and what to get rid of and what to go stretch to add.
But I don't know where to start.
I'm innately and irrevocably poly, something that's taken me my entire romantic life and a lot of heartbreak to finally accept, and I'm finding it hard to shoulder that in a number of ways. I have a couple of other identities, particularly nudist and sex-positive and geek and feminist, that sometimes leave me feeling like only me against the world, or like a grotesque oddity. I'm torn between making money and doing something I love and knowing I can't change the world anyhow."
