I'm not sure that's what he's asking, and if it is then I can't do it. I suspect he's reacting to how hard it is for him to set a boundary and say "hey, not right now" when I'm upset. He's never in his life felt safe communicating from a place of integrity before and it's happening like the ice sheets melting now-- suddenly very fast but there are still icebergs all over the place. Very interested to see how it all turns out, honestly.
I'm looking forward to having my happy emotions back more often. They're also difficult to regulate and when my life is done right it kind of balances.
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Date: 2021-10-12 04:08 pm (UTC)I'm looking forward to having my happy emotions back more often. They're also difficult to regulate and when my life is done right it kind of balances.