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[greenstorm]

I'm back to learning again; I think the gratitude posts helped me into a re-set. I'm not good at recieving wisdom and doing self-learning at the same time, and the brief moment where I was recieving wisdom that actually applied to me (autism, PDA) put my self-learning offline for a bit. But, that's been a rare instance all my life and it's back to being.

That is to say, happiness and pain days are so far not related, I think. My body hurt a bunch most of today still, but I still got a lot done just by doing what I wanted to do, which made me happy. I had to do it through pain, but that didn't mean I didn't like the day, and I wouldn't have liked it more if I took it easy, even if my body didn't hurt while I was doing so.

I know my mileage will vary on this but it's interesting, and very useful