Mortality

[greenstorm]

Dreamed that I was back in my old home, the one I grew up in, and I was scheduled to die the next day. I didn't want to.

Now I'm awake in a hotel and it's killing cold outside. I'm tired but the person in the room above me is walking around.

One of the things that makes me bad at cities is how much trouble I have with people-sounds from the ceiling.

Comments

[yarrowkat]

i had a humidifier one time with what felt like the world's brightest LED that just could not be muted by anything. i taped a piece of cardboard over the light and that helped some but it was so bright that it still seeped out the sides because of that kind of thin white plastic housing. i like to run a humidifier at night especially in winter when it's so dry and cold here and they nearly all have these super bright LEDs that can't be turned off... and i can't sleep in a room that's not dark.

wood heat is a real blessing! i say, laying in the yurt with my bare toes pointed toward the fire and the cat purring in the liquid warmth of it.