Edited to add/Sui

[greenstorm]

The previous post is why I'm extra pissed at the suicidal ideation that's coming in super strong, likely from some combo of PMDD meds failing and some other med stuff. It's not mine, it just sits there in my head, and I'm extremely displeased that I can't access decent medical care around it and that it's becoming near constant instead of the monthly I grew up with. I'm happy. I want to be here. If it gets the better of me ever please send this post to every media outlet in Canada and see if someone will bite.