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Nov. 8th, 2025 05:06 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
greenstorm-snowsnowsnow but ground not frozen yet. bulbs going in.
-grouse in the crabapple tree eating crabapples. hazard wanted me to help him hunt them.
-tons of disability phoning and forms last week, used most of typing/writing
-art studio nice and full a couple days, for mug fundraiser and the fibre people just hanging out
-off birth control pill = digestive system fixed, feel like myself, charge into things like conversations or cooking but still have brain fog so sometimes ultra mess up. F'rinstance, looking into the sidemirror, seeing my driveway as I try to back into it, brain somehow deciding I was trying to avoid it rather than back down it it so correcting to back into ditch (caught myself before I went actually in the ditch in the snow, but still, it's that kind of thing). Also more muscle and joint pain. Also waking up ultra dehydrated in a puddle of sweat most nights. ARGH. No dangerous levels of S thoughts. Currently seem to be going back and forth two days on, two days off as the symptoms of each option end up sucking. Maybe I should call the nurse line and ask for advice.
-woodstove season is nice
-pulled my back pretty badly for a couple days, the same spot I pulled when I first moved into the house. Getting up and down from the toilet etc was pretty bad. Drugs, rest, gentle movement & time fixed it
-the cats' winter coats are deeply velvety and they fight on my bed at 7am when they get hangry before breakfast
-ate three meals a day for awhile, though admittedly it was mostly bologne sandwiches, scones, pears, and greek salad. Having an abundance of those things that were easy to make was great. I felt rich, luxurious, and generally good. Maybe also linked to food not meaning a ton of pain
-super crashed out after disability stuff and pottery thing
-peonies going in the ground shortly, into the snow
-all pig rescues in "northern" and "interior" BC are full (that is more than a couple hundred kms from the border)
-happy to be alive. Not relieved, but actually happy.
-I know I'm forgetting things
-grouse in the crabapple tree eating crabapples. hazard wanted me to help him hunt them.
-tons of disability phoning and forms last week, used most of typing/writing
-art studio nice and full a couple days, for mug fundraiser and the fibre people just hanging out
-off birth control pill = digestive system fixed, feel like myself, charge into things like conversations or cooking but still have brain fog so sometimes ultra mess up. F'rinstance, looking into the sidemirror, seeing my driveway as I try to back into it, brain somehow deciding I was trying to avoid it rather than back down it it so correcting to back into ditch (caught myself before I went actually in the ditch in the snow, but still, it's that kind of thing). Also more muscle and joint pain. Also waking up ultra dehydrated in a puddle of sweat most nights. ARGH. No dangerous levels of S thoughts. Currently seem to be going back and forth two days on, two days off as the symptoms of each option end up sucking. Maybe I should call the nurse line and ask for advice.
-woodstove season is nice
-pulled my back pretty badly for a couple days, the same spot I pulled when I first moved into the house. Getting up and down from the toilet etc was pretty bad. Drugs, rest, gentle movement & time fixed it
-the cats' winter coats are deeply velvety and they fight on my bed at 7am when they get hangry before breakfast
-ate three meals a day for awhile, though admittedly it was mostly bologne sandwiches, scones, pears, and greek salad. Having an abundance of those things that were easy to make was great. I felt rich, luxurious, and generally good. Maybe also linked to food not meaning a ton of pain
-super crashed out after disability stuff and pottery thing
-peonies going in the ground shortly, into the snow
-all pig rescues in "northern" and "interior" BC are full (that is more than a couple hundred kms from the border)
-happy to be alive. Not relieved, but actually happy.
-I know I'm forgetting things
