greenstorm | (no subject) (Reply)

Losing use of arms/having real arm weakness more frequently. Spilling a lot of food because of it which I can't immediately clean up because, no arms. It started with the wrists which I could kinda manage by using the edges of how joints bend but this is more general or less possible to game out. It's scary. I think sometimes about how if there's an end coming soon for me, in the next couple years, how I'd want that to look. Would I want to see anyone again before? Everyone? Go down to the city and see the friends I've seen getting older on facebook, in person? Stay here alone?

I'd really like to outlive my mom. Losing one kid was really hard on her, I'd prefer she didn't lose two in her lifetime. And Siri. No one will take proper care of a diabetic cat, and honestly I just want more time with him. With a lot of them really, of course.