*Breathe*

Lots of gardening work done yesterday. It felt good to do it, but the garden's at that taking-care-of-itself stage. Nothing to harvest on the tomato front yet, not that much to do with it in general, it's just growing a lot. I wish there was more there to keep me busy.

Bioentropy's place has garden space for me, apparently. I'll see what it's like today.

I'm heading to Wreck today with Mouse. We've done a bunch of talking, which has been good, and we decided to spend time together doing things we like, but not in other situations. Well, duh, right? It's a major change in my relationship with her, though, believe it or not. Things will still be rough because we scare each other, but we've decided that the thing between us is important enough to try and smooth that out as it comes.

Stuff with the Juggler sucks. :( I hate going date-to-date without ever knowing when the next one will be until just beforehand and then running around wanting to cancel other stuff because that's the time he has free that week. I'm really stressed lately, too, and I think he really doesn't like my stressed self much. I may have burnt out his comforting ability lately.

I need to go nursery-hopping. I need to go to the beach. I need to get moved. This is all taking care of myself, right?

I'm *really* looking forward to the poly retreat.

Who else is going to that, by the way?

URL

Not dead accurate, but interesting.

http://www.theatlantic.com/issues/2003/03/rauch.htm

Haha!

This is the list of things I want enough money to buy. I'm writing it so I don't forget that I want lots of things. ;)

o baseball bat, glove, and ball
o spaying for two female rats
o quiet plug-in vibrator
o two chestnut trees
o a big water-garden-type pot for my mini-pond
o a bale of sunshine mix
o new running shoes
o pretty summer tops that fit VanD's dress code
o lots of watermelon

...in no particular order. :)

Edit: oh yeah, and... a fan!