Ratmorning

Bad: waking up in a puddle of your own sweat at 5am, and your sweat slowly begins to cool...

Good: saying, screw it, I'm awake, and pulling almost a half-dozen rats into bed with you to snuggle for an hour, then showering and getting back to sleep.

Hm.

I post before and after work. How normal.

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Titles R Us

So today, I went to the farmer's market, hung out with Breklor for his birthday picnic, and because Tillie didn't have her playland pass we went sari shopping instead.

I have lots of pretty things.

I'm really giddy right now, and kind of crash-y. Had an awesome day with Tillie and Rob, but had something ever-so-slightly angsty come up with Juggler on the phone. Pah. At least he seems just as ditzy as I am right now.

I have an outfit that makes me all princess-like (when I'm not wearing sneakers and a cowboy hat with it).

I have pink clothing.

I have sparkly clothing.

I have a number for a tailor to make the rest of the stuff I got into clothing. Yay!

Whew. All it took, really, was typing that sort of thing out. I feel a lot calmer now. -Ish.

So I guess today kind of ends like it started, which is ... Hm. Unfinished-feeling, full of potential, something?

I'm really crappy about calling people on the phone, did you know that? If I'm not in a sexual relationship with them, it feels like an intrusion, like I shouldn't call without a direct invitation. Part of this is knowledge-based (I know Kynnin is busy, through Juggler who knows it through Mouse) and part of it is assumed (I know Dev0n is moving today, and I assume she's busy). It's complicated by the fact that I tend to go on people-kicks, so I'll wanna talk to the same person for a number of days in a row, rather than at 'decently spaced' intervals.

Mph. Sleeping tonight would likely be good for me anyhow. Maybe go back to the community garden tomorrow morning. There's not a ton to do there, but oh, well.

Keeping busy through the crash is kinda important.

Music As Mood-Altering Substance.

Music is a very useful tool to me. If I'm crashing, some Johnny Cash and Bob Segar will fix it, usually. Well, keep me levelish.

There are songs that can drop me immediately into deep angst.

Often a song can boost my mood way up there, but this wears off if I do it too often.