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...like a sledgehammer. Something about lying on a narrow bed with The One and The Mission Soundtrack plays, then Crash Test Dummies, and there's this feeling.
I've tried to figure out the words for the feeling. It's the together-with, but not together-with-against. It's the both-here, but not the melting-into-each-other. It's... I don't know. Perhaps it's simply the feeling of being at peace, the feeling of being stopped, at rest, not leaping ahead or burrowing behind for just a moment.
I'm slowing down again. This weekend was, again, spent reasonably at rest. There was time at home, there was time not doing social stuff. I like this. I like this a lot.
I've tried to figure out the words for the feeling. It's the together-with, but not together-with-against. It's the both-here, but not the melting-into-each-other. It's... I don't know. Perhaps it's simply the feeling of being at peace, the feeling of being stopped, at rest, not leaping ahead or burrowing behind for just a moment.
I'm slowing down again. This weekend was, again, spent reasonably at rest. There was time at home, there was time not doing social stuff. I like this. I like this a lot.
