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My biceps are almost bigger than my boobs.
I love work.
A couple more days of this and I'll be sane morning to night. As it is, my 'good' time seems to be lasting longer every day, with the sort of borderline 'I'm not effortlessly sane but I can force it' thing extending as well.
I got some lovely italian wool totally on sale today. I god a lot of it. I'm trying to be excited about that (and mostly succeeding) rather than worrying about being lonely tonight. Also, two dinners with two Chrises tonight and I'm likely skipping karaoke and going to bed after that.
I do miss Angus. We had a date last night, or something; dinner, walking around, making milkshakes, lots of sex, snuggly stuff, walking to the bus in the morning. It went well, there was none of the shadow that's been following our interactions around lately. It won't happen again for a couple of days. Space in-between is important.
I definitely need to keep in practice at being excited about things I do 1) with myself and 2) with cool people. Keeping in practice means actually doing these things. My motivation is rising again, and I'm getting to be pretty effective at packing stuff to be excited about into a day. Now if I can only do that at the same time as sleeping enough, I'll be set.
I have the next eight or nine months worth of rat breeding plans lined up, and my rattery website is updated. That makes me happy. My weekends for this month are full, full, full. I will be moving May 1st or so (anyone now of a 1-bdrm with a yard or a growin' deck?) out on my own. My tomato seeds need to get planted soon. Trivia trivia trivia.
Need to catch up to some people I haven't talked to in a long time. Am really realising who my friends are. I'm very pleased with them; they're awesome.
Doin' a lot of learning lately. It's good for me. Hope you're doing as well as I.
I love work.
A couple more days of this and I'll be sane morning to night. As it is, my 'good' time seems to be lasting longer every day, with the sort of borderline 'I'm not effortlessly sane but I can force it' thing extending as well.
I got some lovely italian wool totally on sale today. I god a lot of it. I'm trying to be excited about that (and mostly succeeding) rather than worrying about being lonely tonight. Also, two dinners with two Chrises tonight and I'm likely skipping karaoke and going to bed after that.
I do miss Angus. We had a date last night, or something; dinner, walking around, making milkshakes, lots of sex, snuggly stuff, walking to the bus in the morning. It went well, there was none of the shadow that's been following our interactions around lately. It won't happen again for a couple of days. Space in-between is important.
I definitely need to keep in practice at being excited about things I do 1) with myself and 2) with cool people. Keeping in practice means actually doing these things. My motivation is rising again, and I'm getting to be pretty effective at packing stuff to be excited about into a day. Now if I can only do that at the same time as sleeping enough, I'll be set.
I have the next eight or nine months worth of rat breeding plans lined up, and my rattery website is updated. That makes me happy. My weekends for this month are full, full, full. I will be moving May 1st or so (anyone now of a 1-bdrm with a yard or a growin' deck?) out on my own. My tomato seeds need to get planted soon. Trivia trivia trivia.
Need to catch up to some people I haven't talked to in a long time. Am really realising who my friends are. I'm very pleased with them; they're awesome.
Doin' a lot of learning lately. It's good for me. Hope you're doing as well as I.
