Freedom.

This is my first weekend when I'm neither in school nor doing a Big Party in quite some time. It's amazing. My life is coming back-- time for myself, for my house, for people, for my rats. I find myself having space to think for the first time in weeks. I am trying to remember what my hobbies are.

It's pretty awesome. It was a refreshing interlude; I come back to my life with a bit of distance on it so I remember to take nothing for granted. I have rearranged my kitchen. I will buy a deep-freeze. I will start climbing again. I am in love with my boy. i am weaselling massages out of people again. Someday soon I will remember to smile at strangers.