I'm sick.
Yesterday morning I woke up with the kind of pressure in my face that leads to a headcold. Sure enough, by last night it was a fever, and today I'm mixing up my nouns and my big feat of the day is walking across the livingroom.
I have a math quiz tonight. I'm home from work today, and giving some thought to what I should do about class. Taking a shower seems like too much work at the moment -- I just want to sleep -- and I've typed maybe half of the nouns and verbs in this post correctly the first time; I'm transposing like crazy.
There's other stuff going on in my life that I wanted to come home and write about last night; I'm on shifting sands again, but I feel a sense of personal control, at least a little. There are some pleasant opportunities though some exclude others and that's the way life goes. I can't find the energy to muster enthusiasm right now, though. This post was meant to enable me to decide if I should (enable me to decide? Er...) try to drag myself to school tonight, but it has not done so.
I will now retire, defeated. I don't want to fall asleep again without deciding though. I'll need to lob my teacher a heads-up if I won't be in.
Yesterday morning I woke up with the kind of pressure in my face that leads to a headcold. Sure enough, by last night it was a fever, and today I'm mixing up my nouns and my big feat of the day is walking across the livingroom.
I have a math quiz tonight. I'm home from work today, and giving some thought to what I should do about class. Taking a shower seems like too much work at the moment -- I just want to sleep -- and I've typed maybe half of the nouns and verbs in this post correctly the first time; I'm transposing like crazy.
There's other stuff going on in my life that I wanted to come home and write about last night; I'm on shifting sands again, but I feel a sense of personal control, at least a little. There are some pleasant opportunities though some exclude others and that's the way life goes. I can't find the energy to muster enthusiasm right now, though. This post was meant to enable me to decide if I should (enable me to decide? Er...) try to drag myself to school tonight, but it has not done so.
I will now retire, defeated. I don't want to fall asleep again without deciding though. I'll need to lob my teacher a heads-up if I won't be in.