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Jun. 12th, 2021 10:50 pmWhile there are certainly issues with a trigger/reversion to childhood emotional stuff, it does allow me to re-experience what happened when I left that situation: I learned that people, just random people in the world, can just know me some and through that can care about me. So many people, each in their own way, each with their own individual set of experiences and emotions, all reaching out with acknowledgement and well-wishes.
The world is full of wonders. The care that links people, the lines that mysteriously form between us that bend our energies to the well-being of others, and specifically that bend other people to be moved to want me to be well and to be in the world? It's an unceasing wonder. It's reason for awe, and for humility.
I didn't discover this wonder until I was 14 or 15. I seem to have lost it for a little while up here. I'm glad to have it back. It was my first step in liking people before, when I first began to know them. It seems to be my first step again.
<3
The world is full of wonders. The care that links people, the lines that mysteriously form between us that bend our energies to the well-being of others, and specifically that bend other people to be moved to want me to be well and to be in the world? It's an unceasing wonder. It's reason for awe, and for humility.
I didn't discover this wonder until I was 14 or 15. I seem to have lost it for a little while up here. I'm glad to have it back. It was my first step in liking people before, when I first began to know them. It seems to be my first step again.
<3
