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This morning I'm thinking about how I resent the prevalence of "climate grief" rhetoric probably because my grief and regret emotions have always been called wrong -- I don't know if I feel them the same as other people, but I don't express them in the way I'm supposed to, so I'm told I don't have them or don't care.

I mean, I have a lot to talk about (and ask!) around the idea of a "stable ecosystem" and the implications of grief around ecosystem change too, but I suspect my initial spike of irritation/oh no not this again is related to feeling shut out of having my emotions around other people.

That was probably too much cognitive for the day, time to go find a cat.