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greenstormI seem to have made a commitment to posting in here about once a day so here we go: Yesterday was the Day of Revealed Fears. Yes, that's a good thing, and a happy thing, because when I know what's going on I can deal with it. When I don't... not so much.
So what was today? I very much think that today will be the Day of Collapsing Into Bed And Feeling Gravity X 10 Pull Me Into Soft Sheets In The Minutes Before I Fall Asleep.
Other commitments? Reiki, check.
Setting up a date with the SO? Semi-check.
Need to: clean house, water plants, do rat stuff, do Christmas shopping. But I've got a whole week off after tomorrow to do that. :)
Should also call mom to plan the family Christmas thing on the 27th.
I've been thinking a lot lately again, and moving forward again. I was kind of stagnated for awhile, resting, I suppose, and worrying that by climbing so high I'd get knocked off the ledge. I'm getting an amazing number of the things I want in my life, and that makes me more willing to compromise to keep them, more hesitant to accept even change that I decide is necessary in case it's detrimental to what I have.
Everyone needs periods like that, resting periods of a sort. I've had mine, busy with other things like settling into work and learning about the people in my life. Now, forward again. It's good to be moving. :)
So what was today? I very much think that today will be the Day of Collapsing Into Bed And Feeling Gravity X 10 Pull Me Into Soft Sheets In The Minutes Before I Fall Asleep.
Other commitments? Reiki, check.
Setting up a date with the SO? Semi-check.
Need to: clean house, water plants, do rat stuff, do Christmas shopping. But I've got a whole week off after tomorrow to do that. :)
Should also call mom to plan the family Christmas thing on the 27th.
I've been thinking a lot lately again, and moving forward again. I was kind of stagnated for awhile, resting, I suppose, and worrying that by climbing so high I'd get knocked off the ledge. I'm getting an amazing number of the things I want in my life, and that makes me more willing to compromise to keep them, more hesitant to accept even change that I decide is necessary in case it's detrimental to what I have.
Everyone needs periods like that, resting periods of a sort. I've had mine, busy with other things like settling into work and learning about the people in my life. Now, forward again. It's good to be moving. :)
