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greenstormMost of a 5 gallon bucket of soap lard trimmings rendering in the oven, plus two crockpots' worth on the table. Instant pot full of dog scraps. Dehydrator on with bay leaves. Supergiant stock pot with bones on the stove overnight. Dishwasher on. Freezers all stuffed full, with more work to be done tomorrow.
Gonna be a big electricity bill for today, and small grocery bills for awhile.
Can one cook doughnuts in lard?
I'm incredibly tired, and I've been super sad and anxious all day except when I can get completely caught up in deboning a picnic shoulder or something. I don't want to be sad the whole time Josh is here. I want to be present and enjoy his company. He's a wonderful person to project with though.
There's not even any point in discussing my communications with Tucker right now. They go terribly, then really well for a bit, then terribly. Why am I doing them? What do I want to get out of them?
Lots of rain last night and today. Everything is muddy and chilly. Summer is over. Next dry day I'll take in grain and tomatoes I think. A dry day might be a bit if it stays this cool, since I don't think it'll dry quickly.
Demoncat hates the rearrangement of the kitchen for butchering and meowls piteously.
This is going to be my first full week's vacation where I don't have to manage a trip somewhere.
My mind doesn't exist. More tomorrow.
Gonna be a big electricity bill for today, and small grocery bills for awhile.
Can one cook doughnuts in lard?
I'm incredibly tired, and I've been super sad and anxious all day except when I can get completely caught up in deboning a picnic shoulder or something. I don't want to be sad the whole time Josh is here. I want to be present and enjoy his company. He's a wonderful person to project with though.
There's not even any point in discussing my communications with Tucker right now. They go terribly, then really well for a bit, then terribly. Why am I doing them? What do I want to get out of them?
Lots of rain last night and today. Everything is muddy and chilly. Summer is over. Next dry day I'll take in grain and tomatoes I think. A dry day might be a bit if it stays this cool, since I don't think it'll dry quickly.
Demoncat hates the rearrangement of the kitchen for butchering and meowls piteously.
This is going to be my first full week's vacation where I don't have to manage a trip somewhere.
My mind doesn't exist. More tomorrow.
