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greenstormWell, my fear was unwarranted. Here it's written, in case I need it sometime: sometimes when I fear something strongly, it is unwarranted.
There are other things that swarm around me tonight, not fears but little nagging pieces, and they're balanced by smaller joys and anticipations. I'm therefore not quiet nor at peace, but I am balanced. I'm not sure how to get back to that peaceful state.
I feel confined. Is that odd? So many things constrain me right now, and it's important that I go through that quietly and look for ways to solve them rather than tossing everything away from me in a big reactionary gesture.
I'd think it's strange that I fluctuate so much between dependancy and claustrophobia, but it seems on some level to make sense.
We'll all find peace someday. I do believe that. Does anyone else think peace is important? If you have a drive, what is it that the drive leads you towards? Leads is the wrong word, perhaps. What are you pulled towards?
There are other things that swarm around me tonight, not fears but little nagging pieces, and they're balanced by smaller joys and anticipations. I'm therefore not quiet nor at peace, but I am balanced. I'm not sure how to get back to that peaceful state.
I feel confined. Is that odd? So many things constrain me right now, and it's important that I go through that quietly and look for ways to solve them rather than tossing everything away from me in a big reactionary gesture.
I'd think it's strange that I fluctuate so much between dependancy and claustrophobia, but it seems on some level to make sense.
We'll all find peace someday. I do believe that. Does anyone else think peace is important? If you have a drive, what is it that the drive leads you towards? Leads is the wrong word, perhaps. What are you pulled towards?
