Threshold

[greenstorm]

I've been really shattered at the idea of leaving Threshold, my home, the place I love and that loves me. I have been living in that grief and, like all grief, it's hard and it hurts and it's shattering and, oh. It's just hard.

So I pulled out my deck a little last night and talked to her. She said it's ok, that I'll be ok, that grief changes us but that we exist in life to be changed.

I had been thinking I might not be able to do this, but maybe I can.

I don't know. This is hard. I love my land.

Comments

[yarrowkat]

<3

[squirrelitude]

I had been thinking "wow, I don't know how greenstorm is taking this so well, I'd be a wreck if I had to pull up roots like that". But... no, I just hadn't seen.

*offers hugs*

[greenstorm]

Thank you.

It's a weird time. I'm in grief, which is... I'm pretty used to grief, my life has stuff ending all the time and I'm ok with the process. But the point of it is that it hurts.

But I'm also burnt out and so I am kind of a wreck anyhow.

Oh well.

*hugs* Thank you.