So many moments
Apr. 17th, 2022 09:59 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
greenstormWe can't plan to have lives together but I do feel loved. Even now.
I don't know what that means.
Maybe it's me having the same blind spot I see in people when they can't understand why I'd love another person too.
Also the network of people who care about me is definitely present and I'm much more mindful about using it.
What if everything does end up being ok?
What if, sometime in my life, there's once again someone from whom I don't need to guard my heart somehow?
I don't know what that means.
Maybe it's me having the same blind spot I see in people when they can't understand why I'd love another person too.
Also the network of people who care about me is definitely present and I'm much more mindful about using it.
What if everything does end up being ok?
What if, sometime in my life, there's once again someone from whom I don't need to guard my heart somehow?
