The Balance

[greenstorm]

A place where I really need to get down in the mud and wrestle, every time, is: if something upsets me, is it because something is a little off with me (trauma/interpreting through past experiences/trouble with transitions/etc/AFOG) or is it my emotions helping me see a real situation I need to remove myself from (bad for me and my core self). Of course, putting it into a binary like that really is the problem. I wrestle with each new situation, each new person, in this very ambiguous muddy slurry of neither land nor water. Sometimes I even come to a decision.