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[greenstorm]

Last night I went grocery shopping with Estry and her sister, and we looked at all the silly things for sale and I laughed, probably harder than I have in a month or two. The grocery store had tons of sale bins, and... I don't know, it was good to be with people again.

This morning I was sad. The people that I loved, the people that I formed so much of my life around, that occupied such a big space in my world, I can't share that with them now. Some of them I'll never be able to, just picking up and going somewhere and laughing for an evening. They aren't involved in my life anymore. Even calling them and saying: hey, guess what they sell at the store now, and laughing about it that way, is pointless. The Juggler is evasive when he talks about what he does when he's not at work, did you know that?

:/

Fish is happy, rats are happy, I've got a busy day ahead of me. There will be more and other people in my life sometime. Until then, I'll hang in here, and I'm laughing again.

Comments

[estrellada.livejournal.com]

I was actually 'talking' last night about how the day-to-day connectedness is very important in relationships for me...How, when I can't comminucate about 'my life', I feel disconnected and unanchored with the other person...

but, on the other hand, do you think that smelling like a country garden will help you land your country man?

[zargon.livejournal.com]

Depends on which *part* of the country garden you smell like. The raspberry bushes, yeah. The fertilizer, well, maybe not.
:)

[seeker9.livejournal.com]

*hugs*