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greenstormsertraline day 3?
Insomia that feels super familiar to early-teens me, from Paxil: the kind where I wake at 1 or 2, exhausted, and although I'm completely tired I am also completely not sleepy.
Post-adrenaline-type tingles on my shoulders and upper arms, randomly, like very hot but not quite burning needles in cascades over the skin.
Thirsty more, of course.
No thermoregulation. Or rather, too hot in the evening and to cold during the day, sort of, but also kind of random.
Intense pain just below the ribcage 3-4 hours after taking the pill, lasting less than half an hour I think, probably much less (pain can feel so long).
Most disturbing? My saliva feels like pop rocks or strong vinegar on my tongue. Not the taste, but the sensation.
The world might feel a shade less dark? Even though I'm so tired? But I also am done a looming thing at work, and there's more light out? But I'm probably more likely to turn away from something rather than be annoyed by it?
Insomia that feels super familiar to early-teens me, from Paxil: the kind where I wake at 1 or 2, exhausted, and although I'm completely tired I am also completely not sleepy.
Post-adrenaline-type tingles on my shoulders and upper arms, randomly, like very hot but not quite burning needles in cascades over the skin.
Thirsty more, of course.
No thermoregulation. Or rather, too hot in the evening and to cold during the day, sort of, but also kind of random.
Intense pain just below the ribcage 3-4 hours after taking the pill, lasting less than half an hour I think, probably much less (pain can feel so long).
Most disturbing? My saliva feels like pop rocks or strong vinegar on my tongue. Not the taste, but the sensation.
The world might feel a shade less dark? Even though I'm so tired? But I also am done a looming thing at work, and there's more light out? But I'm probably more likely to turn away from something rather than be annoyed by it?
