Well.

[greenstorm]

This is my birthday. I feel pretty bad, though that may pass by the time early-morning is over. I hate all this, you know? It's kind of bewildering, like, what happened to my stressy-but-ecstatic life?

It's a shame that the whole Mouse-Juggler thing's gonna mean that Kynnin's gone too. All of them had their choices there, of course. I wish, I wish, I wish, that it could have been less of a herd thing, that Kynnin could have said, after seven years I still wanna be your friend, etc. I wish a lot of stuff, though, and most of it's never gonna happen.

I need more people in my life. I need to do things I like in community or group settings to meet these people.

Comments

[drcristin.livejournal.com]

Hey, happy birthday! Do you have in mind any community groups you can join?

[greenstorm.livejournal.com]

Thank you. Actually, I have tons of interests, so it's a matter of cost, mostly. Pottery tends to be expensive. I'm joining the BC betta club. I wonder if there are any garden clubs around? Or ...actually, I better consult the list that zargon offered me. Better to be enthusiastic about what's there than get excited about something that doesn't happen.

I'm told the local rat club isn't there anymore though. :(