On the balance
Apr. 25th, 2023 09:28 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
greenstormGood things that happened today: good performance review at work somehow, starting a potentially fun but also one-off no-commitment project at work, talks with coworker, talks with Tucker, and a "community and health" fair with all the volunteer and health organizations in town set up in booths so I could talk to the BJJ guy, the thrift store lady, see my name on the brochure for the garden club, talk to the thrift store person, run into a bunch of people who I sometimes recognised, run into my neighbour several down who might want to buy piglets, catch up with another pottery studio volunteer, etc. Also people asked me how I was doing and I could answer "good" without hesitation.
Worrying things that happened today: I lost my hands while I was typing at work, as in I forgot where they were and couldn't feel them or understand where they had gone, my vision is still weird, I specifically stood in the grocery store trying to buy a small package of regular oreos by scrutinizing and reading all the packages but somehow came home with double stuffed ones, I had to put off a task that involved copying a set of numbers from a document into a spreadsheet because I couldn't figure out how to remember things long enough to alt-tab or hold the whole structure of copy-pasting and switching windows in my head at once, I was freezing cold all morning, and my water pressure is getting way too low so I'll need to resort to interim solutions.
Glad to be back in win-some-lose-some territory instead of lose-some-sit-some-out.
Worrying things that happened today: I lost my hands while I was typing at work, as in I forgot where they were and couldn't feel them or understand where they had gone, my vision is still weird, I specifically stood in the grocery store trying to buy a small package of regular oreos by scrutinizing and reading all the packages but somehow came home with double stuffed ones, I had to put off a task that involved copying a set of numbers from a document into a spreadsheet because I couldn't figure out how to remember things long enough to alt-tab or hold the whole structure of copy-pasting and switching windows in my head at once, I was freezing cold all morning, and my water pressure is getting way too low so I'll need to resort to interim solutions.
Glad to be back in win-some-lose-some territory instead of lose-some-sit-some-out.
