Med amuse bouche
Jan. 8th, 2024 09:43 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
greenstormThey say this stuff is not supposed to be addictive, however, when I take it and for the day after (sometimes a day and a half after) I can generally do things like walk up stairs without randomly feeling like I might die (say 3/7 times or something like that), I can breathe without it feeling like too much work, I can often think clearly and remember things (these are linked; it's hard to think about something when you can't remember the whole thought) and even do chores regularly.
Downside is that after that time I return to not having energy to do anything and spend a day in bed unable to think. Also my period and PMDD starts to kick in.
This is my first time trying two days in a row, three days off, and now one day on again. I think some of the PMDD lability is easier to control, I guess it is an energy-draining skill like anything else, but we'll see. I've been working from home and avoiding social stuff so many of the tests are easier.
Downside is that after that time I return to not having energy to do anything and spend a day in bed unable to think. Also my period and PMDD starts to kick in.
This is my first time trying two days in a row, three days off, and now one day on again. I think some of the PMDD lability is easier to control, I guess it is an energy-draining skill like anything else, but we'll see. I've been working from home and avoiding social stuff so many of the tests are easier.
