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[greenstorm]

My priorities:

Suicidal ideation
Vision/screens/eye stuff
Very low exercise threshold eg brushing teeth/scrubbing myself in the shower
Muscles default to held taut/sensation/restless leg/numbness
Memory
Time loss
Joint pain
Fluctuating energy levels including energy to move my body at all


Stuff that's been there forever that would be nice to address, in order but it's been around forever so:

skin reactivity
restless leg
breathing
nausea, the idea this could ever go fully away is wild
DOOM and irritability related to cycle
GERDy stuff
abdominal pain
proprioceptive ticks (sensation of the world moving)
hypersomnia