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[greenstorm]

One of the things I really appreciate about counseling is that I can express the breadth of things that are good in my life, or bad, and I don't have to tailor it. Then I can dig into why things are good or bad for me and not get told to go easy and it's really just ok and I'm ruining the vibe or something else dismissive.

Also: tried birth control pill again last night. Not good for muscle pain, abdominal pain, or dissociation. So I guess we'll see how long going without seems safe? I know that theoretically side effects can subside etc but ugh.