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[greenstorm]

...how things are going with me, but I'm not certain I can tell you. I'm on another one of those waves of epiphany, where I realise that things bother me and that I need to do something about them, and I'm beginning to get the strength to do those things -- but in the past, doing those things has been effortless. It's strange. I think I am growing old (as we all are).

I believe in beautiful things, in making decisions that lead to solid ground, in negotiation without severance. I know many of my ties are tneuous right now, and many of the people around me are struggling with things-- the Juggler is sick, and is also dealing as always with Mouse when that must be done; Tillie's father just died, of course; Ellen is moving and consolidating a relationship and stressed about work; mom is being sued by dad again and moving.

I'm sick.

I feel the need to dip into the stream of happy people again once in awhile, though, and to go out on my bike and smile at cars that drive by. I want to lie in parks in the last sunlight of the year. Does anyone else want to do these things?

I am having my picture taken, or, I am composing pictures with Miravaz, and that is good. It's a happy collaborative experience. I need more of those. Does anyone want to be happy and to collaborate with me?

Comments

[silverseastar.livejournal.com]

Yep. I'm game for something fun and silly.

[greenstorm.livejournal.com]

Wanna go balance stones down by Denman and Davie sometime? That's not so much silly, but is fun.

Else, hm... silly is usually such a spontaneous thing for me. I need to learn to do this now. :)

[silverseastar.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I'd love to do that. Very meditative I find. I have free time during the daytime most of all. Any free days?

[greenstorm.livejournal.com]

Friday I only work for three hours...

[silverseastar.livejournal.com]

fridays I can't do....grrrr

next week: mon, tues aft., wed

[greenstorm.livejournal.com]

Monday works for me. :) 2:30ish?

[silverseastar.livejournal.com]

Argh, it has to be between 9:30-2:30 as my kids are in school then. *grumble* Scheduling is such a pain!