Song and Meditation

[greenstorm]

Song: A long December and there's reason to believe
Maybe this year will be better than the last
I can't remember the last thing that you said as you were leavin'
Now the days go by so fast

And it's one more day up in the canyons
And it's one more night in Hollywood
If you think that I could be forgiven...I wish you would

The smell of hospitals in winter
And the feeling that it's all a lot of oysters, but no pearls
All at once you look across a crowded room
To see the way that light attaches to a girl

And it's one more day up in the canyons
And it's one more night in Hollywood
If you think you might come to California...I think you should

Drove up to Hillside Manor sometime after two a.m.
And talked a little while about the year
I guess the winter makes you laugh a little slower,
Makes you talk a little lower about the things you could not show her

And it's been a long December and there's reason to believe
Maybe this year will be better than the last
I can't remember all the times I tried to tell my myself
To hold on to these moments as they pass

Counting Crows, Long December. All at once you look across a crowded room and see the way that light attaches to a girl... I can't remember all the times I tried to tell myself to hold on to these moments as they pass...

*sigh*

I'm really low on sleep now, and that always pushes on the boundary between me and the world. Everything shimmers and the membrane that keeps me a seperate entity from my past, from my future, from other people, from even the things... that seems to thin. Everything posesses a heartbreaking clarity.

Ah, boy's awake. Meditation later. :)