Jeeze.

Well, I know which questions I need to ask in order to reassure myself and banish my jealousy. It can happen in about twenty minutes.

Now... the trick is having that twenty minutes together to do it.

You know, I /miss/ him?

Alas.

I can get to everything on the internet except that portion relating to my game. This has happened before for weeks at a time; this time I hope it'll be short. Until it fixes itself, I will go eat breakfast and go back to bed.

I am, by the way, proud of myself for last night.

*Exhale*

Tensest. RP Event. Ever.

So the head of one of the six noble houses on Chiaroscuro went ahead and tries to initiate a civil war this evening. I play his wife, who is also the emperor's cousin. Oh. My. God. I've never been in an RP scene like that. It was tense in-character and out of character, but it was also an amazing thing for a non-staff-played character to do, to go out and risk everything like that. There was some incredible roleplay. I don't even know what to say. Wow.