Hrm.

Well, I'm back to being dead honest with people. That's a trait I thought I'd left behind in high school. We'll see where it goes.

In other news, I still love the Juggler, even though I've decided he gives me negative mental health points. I still won't let myself go below zero total, so continuing to date him means I need to do other healthy stuff, like watching movies with silverseastar and join to Emma's birthday party and going to the vanpoly meet, one of which I did this evening.

Understand, it's not that he's malicious. He's just really... erm, he has very little in the way of skills to deal with this situation. Erm. Something. Anyhow, on to different topics.

The vanpoly meet's really changed flavour. There were a bunch of 'younger' people there, who were about my age-ish. It was nice to socialise.

I dropped my mom's house today. It's fantastic to have a person who you can show up at their place, you have the keys, and they're glad to see you. They have no obligation to do stuff for you/to you, and if they're going out you can sleep on the sofa, or if they're not you can still sleep on the sofa, or you can talk to them. A home, you know? Somewhere you're welcome. I wish my place could be that way for other people, but I guess not until I have 1) my own place and 2) people of the kind who'd drop by. I'm working on 2.

I love my rats.

Oh, yeah. No camping this weekend. :/ I learnt at about 11am today that I needed to be at rainbowk's place and packed at 2:30pm. I worked till 6:30pm, though that could have been avoided with planning. Sucks, but I'll know to be more pro-active about info-gathering next time.

This means I'll sit at home and bail the stormdrain out if there's a rainstorm.

I need to think up better subjects for these posts.

I need to sleep. Be well, take care!