Two Thoughts

1) I saw Ghostbusters the other day with Juggler. It was pretty cool. I need to re-watch 'The Last Unicorn'. Next time I'm really depressed, I need to continuously watch 'The Last Unicorn' and 'Kung Fu Hustle'.

1b) I read something to the effect of, 'relationships are about tolerating others' imperfections, and hoping they tolerate ours' the other day on the poly lj group. I think it's relatively accurate, even if I do revel in imperfections from time to time.

2) It's really weird/interesting to see how many people keep relationship-ending info, whether decisive or not, a secret. You may think this is written about you, and it isn't; there are a ton of weird things of this sort in my mental space lately, but the thing that triggered the realisation was remembering how a friend concealed it from me abotu two years back or so. Beginnings of relationships are announced with fanfare, but the endings? They feel too much like a failure, I guess. I've felt the desire to keep that sort of thing quiet, but never gone as far as deliberate concealment.

2b) This entry finished much later, cause I socialised with my new roommate for a bit.

Ohhh, Gods.

So I had a weird evening last night, emotionally (I've learned to stop thinking that a down evening means I'm down for good, which is good). The last vestiges of ickiness dissipated when I realised: I'm going to bed in my own bed tonight, whenever I want, and it'll squoosh up around me and devour me.

Tomorrow morning, I go to work for the interior landscape company for the first time.

Feeling: immense satisfaction, gratitude, and... blessedness?