Ohhh, Gods.

[greenstorm]

So I had a weird evening last night, emotionally (I've learned to stop thinking that a down evening means I'm down for good, which is good). The last vestiges of ickiness dissipated when I realised: I'm going to bed in my own bed tonight, whenever I want, and it'll squoosh up around me and devour me.

Tomorrow morning, I go to work for the interior landscape company for the first time.

Feeling: immense satisfaction, gratitude, and... blessedness?