Before You Die...

...watch Save the Green Planet.

For serious.

Don't let your kids watch it though.

Last Night

...I shouted into a semi-crowded room, 'love you guys. See you later.'

I liked that.

Then again, I'm liking a lot of things lately.

I just need to get home more, so my roommates will continue to like me.

Attempts

The thing is, I want to get down what happiness feels like. I want to write it down so that someone reading this can share my experience, can go, oh! That's what she means!

It's such a solid, stable thing. So much of my life has been trying to stand on a board balanced on the head of a pin. This is like standing on a board on the ground. You can't fall, even if you jump up and down.

Things aren't wildly beautiful here. I can walk out under the stars and watch the sun rise and not cry; I appreciate, I'm happy but it doesn't spear into me. There's a glow around almost all the time that I used to only get when I had just spent intimate time with people. It's like not being lonely.

I smile to myself when no one's looking, and I feel the smile on my face. Sometimes I'm embarassed by it.

I don't want to roll in the leaves anymore. Kicking them is enough.

When I wake up and look across the bed at someone, I feel curiosity instead of need.

Quote of the Day

I don't want a spanking machine, I want a fully engaged sexual adversary

Overheard.

Little boy: "...am a girl."
Mom, irritated: "no, you're not. You're a boy."
Little boy: "But I *am* a girl *sometimes*. Look!" He points at something I couldn't see. I get on the bus, missing the end.

Girl 1: That's really cool that you're in that kind of an open relationship.
Girl 2: Yeah.
Girl 1: What would you do if he cheated on you this time?
Girl 2: (laughing) I'd fucking kill him.

Humour?

Oh, the joys of the internet.

http://www.blackpeopleloveus.com/

Addictivest Song

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