You Guys All Rock.

So I took my weekend, today and yesterday, because I wanted to. I roleplayed a ton, did some play rehearsal, and had a couple of people over afterwards to watch the movie of the play.

Y'know what this means? Yes, you do.

Every single person I've interacted with in the last two days (and Ashley, this would include you but I suck at returning phonecalls) is really awesome. Each of you is someone I really enjoy spending time with, in person or online, all of you, no exceptions, yay for my life!

Ashley: Saturday? Sunday?

Eugene: My actual problem is that there are all these people I've been ignoring, so people I haven't seen in longest go to the back of the list. Maybe Sunday? Maybe tomorrow for a couple of hours in the afternoon-before-evening?

Colin: Hahahaha free time? One evening out of Fri, Sat, and Sun, perhaps. Or maybe a daytime thing. I should really be awake.

Tillie: Gah for Halloween. I wanna give candy out at someone's house.

Rest 'o' you: *hugslots*

Oh, Yeah.

...and on OS, I posted a ton of my old stories (I only write within Otherspace theme, oddly) and realised, well, that I have a ton.

The Line...

...is, "pale sky before dawn, a man standing on the saddle to bang on the shutters. Shouts. Clear off! What's all the row about! But then he called our names."

Right now, it's a dark sky before dawn.

The world would be asleep, but... actually, everyone is waking up. There are at least two roommates bounding around down there. Oddly, there are no lights in the houses I can see from my window.

Fate is outmaneuvering me. I haven't done the bold, adventurous thing I was gonna do, yet, due to circumstance.

I find myself longing for seduction right now, giving or recieving. Something about flesh-on-flesh, and that tingle, is compelling again.

The world is bigger than I am. It has enough for me, and more than enough, within it. I am surrounded; for a time I was beset.

I ran into my brother on the bus last night, when I was hanging out with my friends. Apparently all guys who like sex with guys think my brothers are 'hot'. This is pretty awesome; they deserve it. It's a little odd, though; I wonder if girls share the feeling, or if they just give off hot-gay-guy vibes?

I'm almost completely tactless right now, but not quite.

Score.

New waterproof fur-lined boots==wonderful.

Not having to wear matching socks==even better.

What Does It Say...

...that reading the stories I wrote, back then, about my favourite character, makes me cry now?

I've lived with her for years now, since March 2001, though there have been whole years when I haven't played her. She's hit the 'number of maturity' for her race now, she's technically through puberty. She's had her first relationship, first job, first sex, first business of her own, all that, and now she's settling into something very comfortable to her.

She always echoed my life with Kynnin; a month before anything would happen in my relationship with him, it happened in her relationship with her boyfriend. It's eerie; perhaps we call this a testing-ground, this roleplay.

She's a joy in my life, and I'm saying this almost entirely because I'm sure some of you think I'm not supposed to. This is not a seperate person, who exists outside of myself. It's not me, exactly. It's a creation of mine into which life has been breathed, so that she responds behenath my fingers, for whatever reason, as if she were her own creature. I love this. I love following a storyline this long; it's never happened outside of roleplay to me who reads two novels on a slow day. This detailed interweaving, this constant source of surprise, this makes me so happy.

My Fortune Cookie

"Success is a sure thing"