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Old friends. So important I can't even tell you how much. Some people just have the knack of loving each other across distances in time and space, interruptions, and distractions. I am blessed beyond all deserving and beyond all reason by those people. It's more beautiful than I knew it could or would be, and more strangely shaped and unpredictable. It's an unpredictability I'm learning to trust, though.

PS

Note to self: if I drop below 1200 calories in a day, ESPECIALLY if I'm hovering around 500 and in a pms-calorie-high-intake phase (or should be) I WILL be grumpy and super emotional and sharp-tongued. That doesn't mean there's anything wrong with my brain except that I'm too damn fucking stupid to schedule time to eat. Just don't go there, it's not worth it. Food is your friend!