I've been really shattered at the idea of leaving Threshold, my home, the place I love and that loves me. I have been living in that grief and, like all grief, it's hard and it hurts and it's shattering and, oh. It's just hard.
So I pulled out my deck a little last night and talked to her. She said it's ok, that I'll be ok, that grief changes us but that we exist in life to be changed.
I had been thinking I might not be able to do this, but maybe I can.
I don't know. This is hard. I love my land.
So I pulled out my deck a little last night and talked to her. She said it's ok, that I'll be ok, that grief changes us but that we exist in life to be changed.
I had been thinking I might not be able to do this, but maybe I can.
I don't know. This is hard. I love my land.