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Day 15 of head still hurts, more or less, and it's hard to see screens easily or it hurts, I can't tell which. I have a heli flight Friday and a conference next week. My pain tolerance is starting to wear thin.
When I was a kid I used to wish that dad would hit me, so I would know he was doing something wrong and people would not make me stay close to him.
Nowadays, and actually for quite awhile, I've wished something significant health-wise would happen like a series of heart attacks or a brain bleed or something, so someone would know there's something wrong and try to fix it. That feeling is strong today.
When I was a kid I used to wish that dad would hit me, so I would know he was doing something wrong and people would not make me stay close to him.
Nowadays, and actually for quite awhile, I've wished something significant health-wise would happen like a series of heart attacks or a brain bleed or something, so someone would know there's something wrong and try to fix it. That feeling is strong today.
