"Early To Bed..."
Aug. 9th, 2005 03:21 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
greenstorm"....Early to rise."
My body's so used to 5 hours of sleep that when I fall asleep at 9:30 pm... here I am. Traditionally for me waking up at 2am is a sign of depression. Should I be depressed right now? I've been so ridiculously happy-high this weekend and, really, this summer, that I expect a slow slide or an abrupt drop, something to take me down again to where I'm so used to being.
Thing is, I don't wanna go down there, and I really don't see a pressing reason to. Tonight is a little bit lonely, no human contact after three days straight of it, and in part that's due to my orchestration. I'm taking a little time to slow down, to back off before I become wholly a stimulation-junkie.
I want to go to another poetry slam tomorrow night. Are there any about? I need to do something sort of lowish-key, and I need to keep myself spread among the different players in my life. None of this glomming-on stuff. Rather, none of this sitting around waiting for people who aren't available stuff. There's too much to do for that.
My body's so used to 5 hours of sleep that when I fall asleep at 9:30 pm... here I am. Traditionally for me waking up at 2am is a sign of depression. Should I be depressed right now? I've been so ridiculously happy-high this weekend and, really, this summer, that I expect a slow slide or an abrupt drop, something to take me down again to where I'm so used to being.
Thing is, I don't wanna go down there, and I really don't see a pressing reason to. Tonight is a little bit lonely, no human contact after three days straight of it, and in part that's due to my orchestration. I'm taking a little time to slow down, to back off before I become wholly a stimulation-junkie.
I want to go to another poetry slam tomorrow night. Are there any about? I need to do something sort of lowish-key, and I need to keep myself spread among the different players in my life. None of this glomming-on stuff. Rather, none of this sitting around waiting for people who aren't available stuff. There's too much to do for that.
