Well.

[greenstorm]

That was an interesting night. Now that I'm not pushing my limits in relationship-discussing-processing stuff I find that they're being stretched in new ways. It's good, I suppose, to have a bit of a change.

Busy night, emotionally, and I'm feeling pretty flattened. Everything's alright, though, which is pretty impressive given my expected outcome only a couple of hours ago. Amazing how my mind can run with no reality checks -- it always turns out the absolute darkest scenarios ever.

Luckily I was surrounded by people I love (sure, so what if that caused it in the first place ;) and who care for me. I was surprised by a whole bunch of support and caring, and you know what? The Juggler always seems to know exactly the right thing to say and do. I don't know how he does that. I never know the right things to do. :P

So, a thanks goes out to the group for bearing with me.

I'll be heading home today to poke at my garden and relax a bit and maybe even get in some time with the SO. Stuff after that is yet to be determined.

I'm sure everything will be happy for extra water given the temps here lately. I think they're hovering around 35 celsius on the balcony -- water isn't the only issue, root-fry is also something to think about.

The aquarium is damn neat, but I will not even begin to go on about it right now.

And so I'll end on a note of thanks-to-good-friends, and wish you well.

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[darthmaus.livejournal.com]

The Juggler always seems to know exactly the right thing to say and do. I don't know how he does that.

I'm similarly in awe of K's ability to know exactly how I'm feeling and what to do about it. On a rational level, I figure it's no more remarkable than how Juggler also does it with me, but because he does it with different things that I'm used to Juggler being not as capable of dealing with, it's still a bit of a shock :-) In fact, between the two of them, I think they may have most of my weird reactions covered ;-)